You worked really hard to find Mr.
Right and build a fulfilling life with him over the years. You’ve
encountered and conquered so many challenges together and relish in
the romance and richness of being a committed couple. You view the
rewards of your partnership as great and can’t wait to share more
experiences that will further enrich your relationship. That’s the
vision that most happy couples report!
And still it seems to be easier to read
Cinderella, or the next part of the “game of thrones” books. (A
Song Of Fire and Ice as the series is actually called) so the happy
couples, if I think really hard I might find just one, where harmony
and partnership even has result into marriage. These two have worked
hard on their house and home and finding a way to combine their work
into one business, to have something in common and of course put some
money somewhere but not in the tax office pockets.
Happy couples must be out there, I just
wonder if things didn't change a little bit more as I deemed to
believe. This while I am listening to Johan Strauss on my stereo,
maybe this is setting the mood, for times long, long past. Romance is
so much linked to these moments, it must have been put into my brain
by movies and books I went through when I was young and the world so
much different. Did it all really changed when we got the first
colour TV set in the house?
The time for summer is here, the fact
that the weather outside isn't helping to the side, so most of the
people go on holiday. Groups of friends head out to warm places, and
who blames them. Family and friends are starting to pack as their
dates are drawing closer. Sigh, my holiday is still a good 2 months
away, and next to the yearning for a beach and some Spanish food,
there is also the feeling that I would like to spend it with someone,
to be able to cuddle and put my head in his lap, and dream away to
even further places. My head will be on my towel on the sand, and I
think I will still dream of more far away places. Its my nature, to
daydream and dream a little more at night.
Not so different from other people I
think, but from time to time I also feel this empty spot next to me.
Only to “not”miss it when I want to sleep late, not do a thing on
a Saturday if I do not feel like it, and in some cases not to
participate in almost the planned couples life of being out and
about. Seen and being seen, where I sometimes just want to see and
not being heard. So much in life becomes dictated by the masses, what
we do on a weekend, a long weekend, the more I do my “own” thing
I noticed that almost all of them, have their routine, not noticeable
but its there. We are taking a few things to much for being normal.
Coming from a point that normal seems to be dictated into our brains
somewhere. So when a young friend starts a relationship, I wonder,
are you truly in it, or is it because, you know because? Love, a
partner, partnership, it should follow a path, something we see all
around us, we try to make one our own. The basic lines are set, and
of we go, on our cruise, through “happy-happy-la-la-land”, the
guide book mentions a few obstacles, but we took travel insurance.
Hmmmm, what did we pick, the prince,
for he is charming and beautiful, or the horse? (sorry prince and
Bentley is still to new) who guarantees actually a good ride, in my
line of thinking the horse, so what to do with the prince? Lets keep
him on till we get a little bit more bored or fed up with his nagging
and his armour all over the house, which you have to polish as well.
Don’t get me wrong here, I know there are marriages where things
are different and they run as perfect as two people can manage, still
I think that requires a better look at each other before we fall in
each others arm, look in each others eye and think; damn these are as
blue as my china from Holland. The things we think are planned for
us, or karma, what ever we want to call it, it almost needs planning
too, falling in love should be taught, but would we than not miss the
funny moments we later can call mistakes, but made us feel great at
the time. To love someone for all the right reasons, and years later
still show a little smile remembering it. In all its a careful dance,
and I am glad some people wrote the right music for it. Safely behind
my pc, I see the dark clouds gather outside and know rain will come,
so not working in the garden this morning was something clever.
This is going to be a inside house
thing day, while the waltzes play and I dance with my hoover through
the house. All good things, it gives me joy, a work out and the house
gets clean too..... no rules no expectations for a day. Just trying
not to fall over one or two pieces of furniture.... and my prince?
Well just as Big Ben, he is out there, but just not what I expect to
find......
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