Spain and rain

It was a sunny day and overnight the rain arrived.... so this morning it all changed, well the plans we had of starting living in our tents.
Not to worry, the sun is out again and we will head for that little strip of land at the beach tomorrow. Still have 10 days left here to work on my tan and simply be happy.
The third time around that i am here and the second time i stay at my friends house. To feel like family, and i do, but on the other hand i miss the hotel room where i would have a little more privacy, don't get me wrong here they hand me all the privacy i need or want but it is a family and here in the apartment i feel it can get a little crowded sometimes......
the weather so far has been nice and i am really enjoying it especial in the hammock near the sea. Yesterday i was looking at the sky through the leaves of the tree, and with my music on it felt so peaceful, so amazing. These ones are the moments where you notice that being alone isn't such a bad thing in the end.
Fleetwood Mac in my ears and a little filtered sun on my face and i almost fell asleep, i did keep myself awake. Do not fancy being caught snoaring........ not yet anyway.

Later on i will go for a little walk in the sun along the harbor and make some holiday snaps, as otherwise it will not happen, i might simply forget. As one does on holidays.
As stated earlier being on my own can be a blessing but sometimes i feel like i am missing that other person. The sign that i am probably not suppose to remain single all my life. For the moment i am content with that fact and my situation. The belly however tells me that it remains a wish for the future. Being almost 50 doesn't really make it easier and with my track history, being open and positive almost sounds like work.

sure there are some great guys out there but i had too many great ones with even greater problems or side effects. Why can they not attach a health warning on these guys, or a other warning on the other type; whats out!!! danger of falling in love (but never gonna happen). Life, love and at the moment the Spanish language remain a mystery to me.

But i have a happy feeling so like always let's assume that all will be ok, or at least revealed, in one way or another......... for the moment they, it and me keep smiling, there is sun and tomorrow plenty of beach...

(but less internet)