Falling apart..... and spanish glue

If you think you're sinking, you probably are
Only you can know
If you think you're falling, you probably will
You've got to lose yourself, and not let go
I think I'll be alright
I think I will survive
Everybody gets a little scared like this sometimes
You've got to fall apart
And Put It Back Together again

Back at my friends place after a, lets say, night out of town.
After much thinking i went out of my comfort zone and went out to make new friends, and hey, it worked perfectly!
Spend the afternoon looking at new places, talking a lot in english and my first words in spanish, trying to make a logical sentence...... only to find out is still have a lot to learn and to practise.......
But spend the night with a stranger, who now is a friend. We spend hours talking and a few of them eating amazing spanish food..... this country is bad for my waiste...... but i love it anyway.
Somehow i felt like i need to do something on my own, not always rely on my friends here, who are amazing and great and so much more that i lack space to write it.
They had a great day out with spanish friends and we all shared pizza tonight. A full day at a island off the coast and the kids had a wonderfull day and could not wait to tell, but unfortunately i had to understand it via the pictures. One day i will have a good conversation with them!
about to hit the bed after 2 great days in this little place, i sometimes wish i would have turned up earlier here things could have been so much different.... but again you have to fall apart look at the pieces and start building again, this time i can add another flavor, Spain!
Time to sleep......